#poetry #shimaz-heart it wasnt so sad that was alone.. it was that high way to hell was my favorite tone.. i keep longing and wanting to reach.. but all i ever had was the love you couldnt teach.. so much for a father who never stood by his own.. so much for a daughter who never felt disowned. you left me.. and it still hurts my hands keep longing for a sincere touch.. the kids called me a child without a father.. scary they said.. her father left her because she was a monster. if i ...

#poetry #shimaz-heart LOVELY FANTASY Everytime I behold you I feel like I need hold you dreaming with my eyes open.. never wanting them to open living in a fantasy.. I feel it when you dance with me this feeling like you need to be.. my baby..my lady can't you see.. I'm talking about eternity tell me why you cannot be.. my baby my lady how much I want it to be real.. so much I want it to be you.. you've got my interest in you why not be.. my baby..my lady.

#poetry #shimaz-heart FUTURE DELICACY for the first time I don't want to ever travel alone.. for every step I take i wish you were there to count it. there's not a day I don't think of you.. your words to me are strength you make me feel like I could move mountains.. you make me see the best in me like I never did.. I keep wondering how you belive so much in my dreams than myself does.. holding them at heart is one thing.. believing in them is damn special.. it's funny how you always correct...

#poetry #shimaz-heart 55minutes more to tomorrow I guess tomorrow is never far away.. when you wake up to my message I just want to let you ..there's still something you can do about your situation.. there's still purpose surfing around you.. that's why you're not dead and beneath the ground.. cheer up.. live on.. it's a beautiful day live with love.💜💜💜

#poetry #shimaz-heart title- stand by me Trust given is surely of great value I understand if you find it had to give again.. Failed to be by you at those times you needed me most. can't help but blame me for making you carry a heavy heart for fourteen years.. I'm here now would you stand by me I know I can't offer much now but would you lean on me? when you're not strong.. I'll be your friend I'll help you carry on so would you stand by me? I promise you won't search longer in need for a fr...

#poetry #shimaz-heart title:- circles of light In my heart there there is a Melody a pleasant harmony perfect joy within darkness has no beauty would have named it a deity searched for light but to no avail I wish the stars would just prevail had my eyes fixed up to the skies for there was no tunnel that held a light.. I found my light before the end fight. so beautiful to behold you made every darkness whole.. with the flame in your eyes I saw the stars before my night you are my light.. ...

#poetry #flavoursofhome TITLE:"MAMA D MAMA" poet-maurice magen there was this song "no place like home" had sweet rythmes thou never a favourite.. until I left home.. everyday I wake up to no breakfast at all..and even if I had one it was always brunch..then school afterwards dinner.. the "dinner" was mostly fried potatoes and akara,could use a little stepdown like "Sosa".. even mother earth knew I needed some pretty good flavours added to my life.. it was tough.. nothing as much as missing y...

#poetry #shimaz-heart THE HAPPY CHILD? ever made a promise to child? failed to stand by your words? trust me they'll grow and never forget you once failed them .. such a blessing to carry around so much for time to turn around.. the desire of many but never found. heritage from a God a part of the Bible calls them.. choose to be the channel through which they visit earth? how much love did you ever give.. in pains,hungered,desperate,unschooled,wishes upon wishes.. nightmares,bullies,regret...

#poetry #shimaz-heart At first I didn't understand what was going on.. looked like I shouldn't have waited this long.. depressed? no it was more than that.. you don't just walk into people's life and walk out whenever you please.. you know what's funny and painful to core? I still recall how I told you just like everyone else left..you also will.. you smiled..held my hands and promised you were different.. well yeah ..now I see how different you are there's no greater pain of getting broken a...

I know your scared I know how much you want to run away,never to be seen,found or heard from.. I know how much you dislike humans..their nature disgust you.. I know it's already hard to gain your trust..I could see in your eyes how much pain you came from. I know you never want to be attached..so no one has to leave you hanging again.. I know you feel our love won't last..and it won't see forever..you feel am also gonna hurt you.. but I know how much of me wants you..to see you grow into the bes...

oh gorgeous.. how else can I show you how much of you I desire. am always hoping time could start all over again for me to see how your beauty began.. oh gorgeous your words to me are like honey that a mother bee cherish and never want to let go.. if heaven gave me another life I would want you in it. oh gorgeous don't you think forever with you ..is already heaven on earth.. all the places I want to go and all of nature I ever want to see..if not with you I'll rather stop dreaming. oh gorgeo...